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Sayonara kau bisikkan
Ekspresimu saat itu
Sinar mentari tak sampai
Cinta itu telah layu dan gugur

Jejak pesawatnya di langit
Garis putih lurus memanjang
Perasaan siapa yang masih ada
Tanpa mampu menoleh ke belakang

Jejak pesawat suatu waktu
Seperti cakar tajam menusuk
Meninggalkan bekas tipis luka baru
Dengan tatapan kosong diriku memandang

Kucing yang lewat entah dari mana
Kita bersama melihat kita seperti apa
Yang dicoreti oleh anak-anak jalanan aspal
Melangkahi semua kenangan

Suatu tempat kita berdua
Mungkin kan bertemu lagi
Karena di tempat kenangan
Terlalu banyak orang-orang

Cinta itu jejak pesawat
Satu gores kuas yang tipis
Ke hari kita tak dapat kembali
Dengan sedih tak dapat melangkah maju

Seperti jejak awan pesawat
Bak sembunyikan air mata
Jauh aku rentangkan tangan kanan
Dirimu yang telah meninggalkan kesedihan

Jejak pesawatnya di langit
Garis putih lurus memanjang
Perasaan siapa yang masih ada
Tanpa mampu menoleh ke belakang

Jejak awan pesawat cinta
Bagai mengejarnya dari belakang
Walau sedih terlambat terdengarnya
Suara pesawat di langit dan tangisan

Jejak awan pesawat
Bak sembunyikan air mata
Jauh aku rentangkan tangan kanan
Dirimu yang telah meninggalkan kesedihan

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
stand up and take the blame i would
If I would take all the shame to the grave (2x)

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
stand up and take the blame i would
If I would take all the shame to the grave (2x)

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made

It's easier to run

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
stand up and take the blame i would
If I would take all the shame to the grave

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling, I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence, and I'm convinced that
there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence, and I'm convinced that
there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing, confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming
(Confusing what is real)
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling
(Confusing what is real)

Take me down to the river bend
Take me down to the fighting end
Wash the poison from off my skin
Show me how to be whole again

Fly me up on a silver wing
Past the black, where the sirens sing
Warm me up in the novice glow
And drop me down to the dream below

Because I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything left for you to see
For you to see

Bring me home in a blinding dream,
Through the secrets that I have seen
Wash the sorrow from off my skin
And show me how to be whole again

Because I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything left for you to see
For you to see

Because I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything else I need to be

Because I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything left for you to see
For you to see

The cycle repeated
As explosions broke in the sky
All that I needed
Was the one thing I couldn't find

And you were there at the turn
Waiting to let me know

We're building it up
To break it back down
We're building it up
To burn it down
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground

The colors conflicted
As the flames climbed into the clouds
I wanted to fix this
But couldn't stop from tearing it down

And you were there at the turn
Caught in the burning glow
And I was there at the turn
Waiting to let you know

We're building it up
To break it back down
We're building it up
To burn it down
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground

You told me yes, you held me high
And I believed when you told that lie
I played soldier, you played king
And struck me down, when I kissed that ring
You lost that right, to hold that crown
I built you up, but you let me down
So when you fall, I'll take my turn
And fan the flames as your blazes burn

And you were there at the turn
Waiting to let me know

We're building it up
To break it back down
We're building it up
To burn it down
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground

When you fall, I'll take my turn
And fan the flames as your blazes burn
We can't wait
To burn it to the ground (2x)

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not all right
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be all right
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be all right
So I'm breaking a habit
I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit... Tonight